Casa Barnett feels like it's finally back to normal but not in a good way. It's interesting I'm really not sure I feel okay talking about this online. Everything else I'm not too worried about but I have this fear my mother will find the blog and I really don't want to hurt our relationship by having her read anything I wrote while upset... So I guess I'm saying today was bad. And if you want to hear about it please call/message and ask but I really don't want to write all the details here.