My Sucky Year

I've figured out the hardest part of this year of long distance relationship. My body is worse then last year, which really shouldn't surprise me. It is a degenerative disorder. I should expect that but I guess it hasn't sunk in yet. And the hardest part of that is that jon is my comfort. For most of the world I don't tell them my every pain. They aren't all important, and it would get irritating. But Jon I tell about all of it. And when he's here its just so nice to have a person who knows exactly whats going and can comfort me. I don't know how to explain the comfort part... but it really is easier to be in pain when there is someone there to take care of you.